Summary: A year after the death of Qui-Gon Jinn, Obi-Wan and Anakin
are still settling into their roles as Master and Padawan. Meanwhile,
the Jedi Council sends them, along with another Master-Padawan pair, on
a seemingly routine mission.
Chapter One:
Student, Teacher, Lesson, Force
AN: ALERT!!! The first chapter is somewhat comedic, extremely WAFFy, and defies the tone that I plan for the rest of the chapters. Please take note; this is going to turn very dark shortly after this chapter is done. – Berz.
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Slowly, slowly, the tiny, delicate looking
metal rod descended into place near the top of the structure. Still
concentrating on the Force holding up the other thirty-three in their places,
Obi-Wan Kenobi allowed himself no luxury of contemplating how close to
the end of the exercise he was.
There were two more resting on the table next
to the structure. Using the Force as his hand, the seemingly meditating
Jedi Knight lifted the next to last rod and manipulated it into place.
As a Padawan, he had observed his master,
Qui-Gon Jinn, perform the concentration exercise on numerous occasions.
Obi-Wan, however, had never been able to complete the exercise and bring
the structure to stability. He remembered having watched Qui-Gon
do it effortlessly even at times when other, weaker minds would have been
focused on the affairs of the day. Qui-Gon had even performed it
on a certain Nubian ship traveling to Naboo, once, just before…
Singing a barely perceptible chime, the structure
wavered and Obi-Wan carefully reigned in his thoughts. There was
nothing but the structure, the free floating rod, and the Force keeping
its hold on both. The structure stopped its shift and the second
to last rod slid into place.
Calmly, Obi-Wan lifted the final rod off the
table with the Force and maneuvered it around to its required orientation.
He was just bringing it to its place in the structure, only inches away
from finally completing it and fighting down his excitement at doing so,
when there was a massive thump somewhere behind him followed by several
smaller, bouncing ones.
“Ow!” Exclaimed a young voice behind
him at the exact moment Obi-Wan’s eyes flew open and the delicate structure
of metal rods clattered to the table, ringing out their song induced by
gravity.
Sighing in dismay, Obi-Wan grimaced and regarded
the fallen pieces of metal, shoulders slumping in defeat, once again.
“Oops,” mumbled that young voice behind him,
“sorry, Master.”
“Pay it no mind, Anakin,” Obi-Wan commanded,
with a practiced neutrality in his voice. He spun around and regarded
his young Padawan.
Anakin was just recovering his proper right-side-up
orientation to the room and began collecting the three balls that had gotten
away from him in his own concentration exercise. He was also rubbing
a considerable, growing lump on the top of his head.
“Are you all right, Padawan?” Obi-Wan inquired.
Anakin nodded his sandy blond head and straightened
out his Jedi tunic. “I just lost my balance.”
“Physically? Or in the Force?”
“Physically,” the young one said, defensively.
Obi-Wan gave him a skeptical look. “Both,” Anakin corrected himself,
“I was thinking about Master Qui-Gon for some reason.”
Obi-Wan chastised himself mentally for allowing
his own thoughts to have wandered while Anakin was doing his exercises.
The boy’s heightened sense of awareness through the Force exercise must
have been casting about and latched on to what he, himself, had been thinking
about.
“Well, that makes two of us, then,” Obi-Wan
stated.
Anakin sighed a frustrated sigh and fingered
one of the balls he had been levitating. “I did it again, didn’t
I?”
“Be mindful of your thoughts, Anakin,” Obi-Wan
coached, “know your own from those of others. Your observation skills
can serve you well in certain situations, but you must learn to turn them
off, as well.”
“Yes, sir.”
“You lasted longer this time. You’re
improving. Exercises over for now. Go on and get ready for
your lessons with Master Windu or you’ll be late.”
Anakin hopped up from the floor and went back
to the fresher to get cleaned up. Obi-Wan, meanwhile, collected the
Padawan’s errant orbs and deposited them in their nearby box. Then,
he returned to the table he had been building the metal structure at and
once again regarded the tiny rods. Letting the Force flow through
him again, he lifted a few of them and tried once again to put them in
a stable structure. This time, he only got to seven before they fell
once again.
A slight headache forming behind his eyes,
the Jedi decided to call it a day with the exercise and shuffled the pile
of rods into a small box sitting on the table next to them.
“I’m going now, Master Obi-Wan!” Anakin called
from the front door to their quarters.
“Anakin, remember to keep your mind on your
task,” he barely got out before he heard the door slam shut after his Padawan.
Feeling frustration welling up and threatening
to overflow, Obi-Wan decided that it was time to get back to basics.
Since nothing was more basic than nothing, meditation was the option open
to him.
Obi-Wan could hardly believe it was true, but
Anakin was almost an hour late for mealtime. Since a search of the
classrooms had turned out to be fruitless, the Jedi Knight was now searching
the vast main basilica of the Jedi Temple from his vantage point on the
west gallery, one story above the main floor. Reaching out with the
Force and searching for the training bond he had formed with Anakin, he
attempted to zero in on him and met with only minor success.
Moving south, Obi-Wan caught sight of a small
form heading his way. Once she was close enough to identify by sight,
he recognized her as the green-skinned young Padawan of Knight Belia and
a classmate of Anakin’s.
“Pheria,” he called to the girl, stopping
her in her tracks.
“Yes, sir, Master Kenobi?” she responded.
“Have you seen Anakin?”
“I think he’s with some of the others in the
gardens, sir.”
“Thank you, Pheria. Please give your
regards to your Master for me.”
“I will, Master Kenobi.” Pheria then
bounded off in the direction she had previously been traveling, leaving
Obi-Wan to follow this new lead.
Once back on the ground floor of the basilica,
he again reached out with the Force in an effort to find his young apprentice.
He felt a minor, momentary pang of excitement through the bond and went
in its direction, wondering just what situation Anakin had gotten into
this time. Concentrating on the bond, he tried to surmise what Anakin’s
situation was, but found considerable casting about for possibilities clouding
the connection.
Finally, Obi-Wan spotted Anakin coming in
from the garden and carefully closing the gate behind him.
“You guys wait here,” he instructed to someone
else out beyond Obi-Wan’s view, “I’ll go and get him.” The boy turned
around with the intention of rushing off somewhere with a gleeful look
in his eyes and practically ran right into Obi-Wan.
“Here you are,” Obi-Wan exclaimed, “I’ve been
looking all over for you, Padawan. What are you up to?”
“Just playing with my friends, Master,” Anakin
responded, somewhat elusively, “we had something that we wanted to show
to Byan, so I was just going to go and get him.”
“Really?” Obi-Wan inquired, searching the
training bond. All he found was excitement. “What in the Living
Force is so interesting that it made you, of all little black holes, late
for dinner?” Ruffling the boy’s hair and moving past, Obi-Wan went
to the gate that Anakin had just come in with a fair amount of curiosity
flowing through him.
“No! Master, wait!” Anakin exclaimed
just as Obi-Wan opened the gate and went through.
Suddenly, from above, a great mass of wetness
fell on Obi-Wan, covering his head and shoulders and flowing down most
of the way to his waist and splashing to the ground below his feet.
The Jedi stood there for a moment, letting whatever the stuff was drip.
Once it had vacated his face enough so that he could open his eyes, he
found himself covered in some unidentifiable green stuff.
“Surpri…” the gleeful cry of the three young
Padawans who were already in the garden bled off to an uncertain horror
when they found who it was who had ultimately been the victim of their
little booby trap.
Anakin cautiously approached from behind.
“I… tried to warn you…”
Obi-Wan stood in the doorway dripping for
several silent moments, letting his obvious annoyance show through.
“I don’t suppose any of you are going to explain?”
The four young ones all shifted uncomfortably.
“Well?” Obi-Wan pressed.
“Well, Master Kenobi, sir,” one of Anakin’s
friends finally ventured, “Byan’s been having trouble sensing coming trouble.”
“And we were going to try and help him sharpen
his skills,” Anakin explained.
Obi-Wan blinked, still dripping. “By
dropping a bucket of slime on him?”
The four Padawans all shifted uncomfortably
again, looking to each other for mutual support.
“We thought… anyone else… would be able to
sense it,” one of them stated, pouring on the innocence.
Once again, Obi-Wan blinked, letting the green
stuff continue to splat against the brick patio he was standing on.
In an effort to cover up how foolish he felt, he turned his annoyed look
into a serious scowl.
“All of you will clean this up,” he commanded,
“and then, you will all sit here for an hour and meditate on nothing but
unforeseen consequences of your actions.”
“Yes, sir, Master Kenobi,” all four of the
young ones acknowledged in unison.
“And consider how Byan would have felt if
he had been the victim of this prank.”
“We will, Master,” Anakin answered for them.
“Anakin, meet me in the north chapel afterward.”
“Yes, sir.”
With a final sigh and a shake of his arms
to finish off his dripping, Obi-Wan exited the garden and went in search
of the nearest fresher. On the way, he passed a rather confused looking
Mace Windu.
“Obi-Wan, what in the name of-”
“Respects, Master Windu,” Obi-Wan bit out
on his way past, not even breaking stride, “but please… don’t ask.”
As Obi-Wan continued on his way, Mace was
left with a perplexed look on his face. However, upon noticing the
four young Padawans in the garden, beginning to clean green stuff off the
brick patio, he put two and two together.
A slight smile tugged on the corners of the
Council member’s mouth in amusement. He very nearly laughed out loud
right then and there, but held back, not wanting to encourage the youngsters
to pull pranks on other Knights who might react less patiently than Obi-Wan.
Standing in the middle of the small north chapel,
staring up at the rose window in the apse there, Obi-Wan wore a deeply
perplexed look. Arms akimbo, fingers tucked into his belt, tunic
still stained green, he contemplated his young apprentice.
After a year, they still hadn’t managed to
meaningfully connect and Anakin’s instruction was beginning to slow because
of it. If not for his amazing talents, he would have fallen behind
the others of his age in skill. As it was, Anakin still had considerable
lessons in discipline to catch up on.
Training the boy was quite the monumental
task for a newly knighted Jedi. Most Jedi waited a few years before
taking on even the most disciplined of Padawans.
Not for the first time since his train of
thought began, Obi-Wan’s mind wandered back to that awful day on Naboo.
His mind replayed that battle with the mysterious Sith Lord. Just
thinking about it, his legs began to ache as if having actually run that
horrible expanse ten seconds ago.
Just another foot. If he had just made
it another foot, he would have been beyond that last laser barrier and
everything… everything would have been different.
“A noble color, green is,” a voice said from
the chapel entrance, bringing Obi-Wan out of his thoughts. The Knight
turned to it and found Yoda slowly hovering down the center of the room
in his hover chair. “However, look good on you, Knight Obi-Wan, it
does not.” The diminutive, green Master of Jedi Masters allowed himself
an amused chuckle.
“Please forgive my appearance, Master Yoda,”
Obi-Wan greeted him, bowing his head, respectfully.
“Your Padawan’s handiwork, do I sense, Jedi
Kenobi?”
“Oh, he had help this time, Master.”
Yoda nodded, letting out two hums of understanding.
“Clouded your senses, they must have. Or see the prank coming, you
would have, hmm?”
Obi-Wan sighed and turned his attention back
to the rose window above them in the apse of the chapel. “Not… entirely,
Master.”
“Much frustration, I sense,” stated Yoda,
settling into a more serious tone, “what troubles you?”
“Master Yoda, I’m finding it hard to… connect
to my Padawan. Even after a year, our bond is still very weak and
hard to read. Sometimes, it’s even hard to find at all. It’s
beginning to slow Anakin’s progress. And, I have to admit, it’s beginning
to distract me.”
“Hmm. Distracted by the task of forming
your bond with young Skywalker, you are,” Yoda said, understanding.
“I have to concentrate on the bond so intently
that I lose track of the Force around me. It’s… debilitating.
And extremely frustrating.”
“Obi-Wan, finished with your learning, thought
you? Being Master and being Padawan, two different things, they are.
Learn the ways of the teacher, you must.”
“I understand that, Master. But what
of the bond? Is there no way I can connect with Anakin?”
“Different for each pair, a bond between master
and apprentice is. Find it on your own, you two must.”
Obi-Wan sighed. “And if a bond was not
meant to be? Master, what if this task was meant to have fallen to
Qui-Gon?”
In a surprising move, Yoda brandished his
gnarled wood glimmer stick and whacked Obi-Wan upside the head with it.
“Self-doubt, you must not dwell on, young Obi-Wan,” he said, forcefully,
“pondering past failures and their consequences, no where will it get you.
Counterproductive, it is.” Yoda shook his head. “Advise you
further in this matter, I cannot. Either a time when you and young
Skywalker connect or not, there will be. Fix the problem for you,
I cannot.”
Rubbing the spot on his head where Yoda’s
glimmer stick had connected, Obi-Wan looked down at the floor for nothing
more than to avoid the Master’s gaze. “I understand, Master Yoda.”
“Meanwhile, a mission for you, the Council
has,” Yoda continued, changing the subject.
Obi-Wan’s head snapped up and he regarded
the Master with trepidation. “A mission? Now?”
“Easy. Routine. Paired with Knight
Keerina and her Padawan, you shall be. Famine on Algerog, there is.
Assistance with planning food distribution and storage, they require.
Depart tomorrow, the four of you shall. Details on the mission, I
will have sent to you before the evening is out.”
“Perhaps a trip will do Anakin good,” Obi-Wan
agreed, “and it sounds like something even the two of us can handle with
Keerina’s help.”
“Of your Padawan’s restlessness, be mindful,”
Yoda counseled, “lest further troubles, he cause.”
“I will, Master Yoda. Thank you for
your guidance.”
Anakin approached the north chapel with more
than a little trepidation. As he entered the vast, empty room, dimly
lit with the orange light of the Courascant sunset, he swallowed nervously.
Obi-Wan was there, of course, waiting for
him near the front of the chapel, kneeling on the floor in a meditative
crouch. As silently as he could, not sure if he should interrupt
his master, Anakin approached and sat down a few meters behind Obi-Wan.
It was several moments before the Knight sighed a heavy sigh, indicating
to Anakin that he was aware of the young Padawan’s presence.
“Anakin,” Obi-Wan said calmly, turning to
his left and facing toward the side of the chapel, “come here.”
Obediently and fighting down the forming lump
in his throat, Anakin did so, plopping down opposite Obi-Wan.
“Are you mad at me?” he asked, carefully.
Obi-Wan sighed again, an obvious attempt to
keep his emotions in check. “No,” he said at last, “not any more.
But I am disappointed.”
“So was I,” Anakin blurted out, defensively,
“I didn’t mean to make Byan feel bad. I thought we were really trying
to help him.”
“Tell me what happened.”
“Well, Byan told us he was having trouble,
so the others suggested we help him by seeing if he could sense a booby
trap. But, then, after it accidentally fell on you, Marpha, Gelgoog,
and Salu-Kor told me that it really was a prank and that I was too gullible
if I believed it wasn’t.”
“And how did that make you feel?”
“Well, I know they weren’t trying to be mean,
Master, but… I’m still kinda mad at them.”
“Anger is not allowed a Jedi, Padawan.”
“I know. And I tried to make it go away
when we were meditating, but I just couldn’t do it.”
Obi-Wan nodded his understanding and scooted
closer to Anakin, motioning for the boy to turn around. He put both
his hands on either of the Padawan’s small shoulders and closed his eyes
meditatively, seeking out the elusive training bond. “Close your
eyes, take a deep breath, and find your center,” he instructed.
As Anakin did as he was told, Obi-Wan continued
to cast about for the training bond. Through the Force, he felt only
faint, passing glimmers of it. Realizing he was tensing up with the
effort and that that tension was manifesting itself in the form of his
clenching hands, he abandoned the task so as not to transfer that tension
to Anakin. Instead, he brought himself out of his meditative state,
forced himself to relax, and observed his Padawan’s body language.
“Good,” Obi-Wan said reassuringly once he
was certain Anakin was sufficiently relaxed, “now, picture your thoughts
and emotions as an orb, floating in front of you. Then, step back
from it and let it fade into nothing.” Beneath his hands, Obi-Wan
felt Anakin’s shoulders tighten with the effort and the boy’s face twisted
slightly. “You’re too tense. You’re trying too hard, Anakin.
Add that tension to the ball. Then step away.” Gradually, Anakin’s
shoulders loosened and he sighed contentedly. “Good. Where
is your anger now?”
“It’s gone, Master.”
“Very good,” stated Obi-Wan, “remember, you
can do this exercise whenever you need to. Just excuse yourself,
find a quiet place, and do it.”
Anakin squirmed out of Obi-Wan’s hands and
turned back around to face the Knight. “But, what if it’s during
a battle?”
Obi-Wan sighed and nodded. “That takes
further practice, believe me. All I can tell you is that when you’re
in a battle, you must never, ever, let the Force guide your hand to kill,
directly. Not in anger.”
“But… what about Naboo? Didn’t you use
the Force to kill that Sith?”
Obi-Wan paused, not having expected that question
from the boy. He was observant, that was sure. “No,” he said
at length, “but I came very, very close. Which is why a Jedi must
always be mindful of his thoughts and emotions. You must always know
what you are feeling so you can act accordingly.”
Anakin nodded his understanding.
“I assume we’ve learned our lesson about booby
traps, then?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Lecture over,” Obi-Wan stated, getting to
his feet. Anakin did likewise. “Now, you and I have something
very important to attend to. The Council has decided to send us on
a mission tomorrow. And every Jedi that goes on a mission needs one
thing.”
Anakin perked up, a grin a mile wide brightening
his face as he bounced along next to Obi-Wan on their way out of the chapel.
“A lightsaber?”
The Knight ruffled his Padawan’s hair and
nodded down to him, smiling his own smile. “It’s time you had one
of your own instead of one of Master Yoda’s training sabers.”
Anakin’s gleeful cheer echoed through the
main basilica as they exited, clearly heard by the two figures standing
on the gallery above them. Leaning on his glimmer stick, neatly balanced
on the marble railing, Yoda observed the young Master-Padawan pair.
Standing on the floor next to him, Mace Windu did likewise.
“Very unorthodox, young Kenobi’s teaching
methods are,” Yoda stated, evenly.
“That may be,” Mace agreed, “but Obi-Wan’s
connected with the boy even better than he knows. He may be on to
something.”
Yoda nodded. “Yet, the training bond,
they still lack. Heavily it weighs on Obi-Wan, his promise to Qui-Gon
to train young Skywalker. A hindrance, that is.”
“You don’t suppose we allowed him to take
a Padawan Learner too quickly, do you?”
“Possible it is,” Yoda admitted, “but with
the loss of Qui-Gon, no one else would the boy accept.”
Early the next morning, Obi-Wan hurried through
his breakfast and left Anakin in the mess hall conversing with his friends
as he finished. Since they were to leave shortly for a famine-plagued
planet, he wanted to make sure the boy got his fill and he wanted to make
sure he was able to patch up his relationship with his friends after the
incident the night before.
Meantime, Obi-Wan sought out Knight Keerina,
having decided it was high time he checked in with her before they departed
for Algerog. He found her in the practice rooms, observing four students
practice their skill with the lightsaber.
Even taking into account that she wasn’t Human,
Keerina was noticeably older than Obi-Wan. In the back of her tri-horned
head, long locks of grey hair tumbled down her arched back, around her
pointed ears, and over her shoulders, starkly offsetting her dark brown
skin. Her three-fingered hands were clasped behind her back in a
gesture of observance and her serpentine tail gently swayed behind her.
She stood on two animal-like legs with three toes, shoeless but for the
bindings from her pointed knees to her ankles. Her concentrating,
cat-like eyes kept close watch on the four students who were, for the moment,
under her tutelage. All in all, she stood no more than four feet
tall.
Obi-Wan approached and prepared to make his
presence known, but Keerina beat him to it.
“Jedi Kenobi,” she said, without taking her
eyes off the Padawans, “a pleasure, as always.”
Obi-Wan shook his head in amazement as he
approached; even for a Jedi, Keerina seemed to have eyes in the back of
her head. He stood next to her and bowed respectfully. She
did likewise.
“Greetings, Master Keerina,” he said.
“You have my apologies for not offering my
condolences on the death of Qui-Gon and my congratulations on your knighthood.
My Padawan keeps me… quite busy.”
Obi-Wan nodded in amused understanding.
“That I can understand. I came about the mission to Algerog.
We are to be paired as a foursome?”
“So I hear. Quite the easy mission for
four Jedi, don’t you think?”
“I was curious about that. I was wondering
if you knew anything about Algerog that would warrant sending all four
of us.”
“I do not. Perhaps the Council is not
telling us the whole story.”
Obi-Wan looked down at Keerina incredulously.
“Would the Council really withhold information from us?”
Keerina chuckled. “No, no, not on purpose.
But I remember hearing about a certain mission to Naboo that turned out
to be so much more than what it appeared. And, I understand that
when Supreme Chancellor Palpatine requested assistance from the Council
he specifically requested you for the mission.”
“The Supreme Chancellor did?”
“It appears he has great faith in your abilities.”
“Glad to know someone does,” Obi-Wan mumbled
under his breath, then cleared his throat, “our transport will be ready
within the hour. It will reach the capitol city of Quitzagrin by
the end of the day.”
“Very good. It will give us a chance
to catch up on the way. I’m curious to know how you’re getting on
with your Padawan.” She turned to the group of practicing students
and clapped her hands twice. “All right, that’s enough for today,”
she called out, “we’ll be ending early. Master Shiris will be continuing
your lessons for the week as Tila-Shen and I shall be otherwise occupied
off world. You are dismissed.”
The four students deactivated their lightsabers,
bowed to their sparring partners, and bowed to Keerina, then three of them
silently filed out of the room leaving the lone female of the group behind.
The young lady, a Human who looked to be no
more than eighteen years old, approached Obi-Wan and Keerina. Besides
the standard Padawan braid over her right shoulder, her mouse-brown hair
was neatly tied up into a pony tail with a strap of leather and as she
came up to them, her blue eyes danced with a touch of excitement.
“You’re improving, Tila-Shen,” Keerina stated,
“but you still have to learn to guard low. Remember, in a real battle,
your legs are prime targets.”
“Yes, Master, I’ll remember that,” she responded
as Keerina turned back to Obi-Wan.
“Master Kenobi, this is my Padawan Learner,
Tila-Shen Razeek,” the older knight stated, motioning from one to the other
and initiating a mutual bow between them.
“An honor to meet you, Master Kenobi,” Tila-Shen
greeted, clipping what appeared to be two lightsabers to her belt.
Obi-Wan took note. “Two lightsabers?”
he asked, cocking an eyebrow.
“Oh, no,” Tila-Shen stated, handing Obi-Wan
the shorter of the two, “one is a dagger.”
Obi-Wan switched it on and it lit a green
blade no more than ten inches in length. The blade felt somewhat
awkward in his hand; its handle was noticeably shorter.
“My Padawan has the bad habit of getting her
left hand in the way of her opponent’s weapon,” Keerina explained, “so
we decided to turn that weakness into a strength.”
“You could say I carry a lightsaber and a
half,” Tila-Shen added.
Obi-Wan deactivated the lightdagger and handed
it back to the Padawan. “Always refreshing to see a unique style,”
he told her, “I would hope we have no need for our weapons on this mission,
but I’d very much like to observe one of your sparring matches, some day.”
“You would be most welcome, Master Kenobi.”
“I’m certain Tila-Shen wouldn’t mind some
input from one who defeated a Sith,” Keerina appended.
Obi-Wan blinked and shifted somewhat uncomfortably.
It never failed; ever since Naboo, almost any time he was introduced to
someone by another Jedi, it was as the Sith-killer. It always served
as a reminder of the emotions of the past year he worked so hard to keep
in check. He was getting quite practiced at hiding his discomfort,
though, and Keerina and Tila-Shen didn’t seem to notice at all.
“Well, I should go and collect my Padawan
so we can get under way,” Obi-Wan stated, “I imagine even Anakin’s eaten
his fill by now.”
“Ah, yes,” Keerina laughed as all three of
them began to wander out of the room, “the black hole stomachs of the young.
If only I could still eat like that. I swear, some of you young ones
could digest a droid if you swallowed it whole.”
Finally giving in to the shiver that made its
presence known along his spine, Anakin pulled his brown cloak in tighter
and shoved himself further into the cushions of his seat. Briefly,
he wondered what it was about transport captains that made them refuse
to turn the heat up. If he looked at something dark, he could swear
he saw his breath against it.
Hours ago, he had tried to meditate to keep
his mind off it, but every time he tried he was brought out of the state
by still another shiver.
From the aft compartment, just outside the
door to the room of the ship Anakin was in, something made a thump against
the wall. It was followed by two more in rapid succession, a slap,
and then the cycle started again.
Hopping out of his seat, Anakin followed the
noise to the aft compartment. There, he found Tila-Shen outstretched
on the floor, leaning against one wall, and throwing a rubber ball of one
sort or another into the corner. It hit two walls and bounced back
into her right hand. Over and over, she threw the ball into the corner,
all the while wearing a very board expression.
“This is the part I hate the most,” she said,
not breaking her rhythm, “sitting in a transport and waiting. There
isn’t even enough room to do anything.”
“Obi-Wan would say we should take this time
to meditate and do thinking exercises,” Anakin responded.
Tila-Shen caught her ball in her hand and
looked over at him. “You don’t see him doing that, do you?” she pointed
out. “That’s a laugh. Obi-Wan Kenobi sitting on a ship and
thinking. Doesn’t seem much like him.”
“What do you mean?” Anakin asked, plopping
down on the floor opposite her.
“Let’s just say I’ve heard stories.
For a while, they were calling him ‘The Padawan Terror.’”
Anakin laughed. “But he listened to
Qui-Gon all the time.”
Tila-Shen joined in his laugh. “From
what I hear, that was the problem.”
The stars always made Obi-Wan gape in wonder.
The lights of Courascant were too bright, the buildings too tall; even
if one could have seen enough sky to encompass an entire constellation,
the city lights would have drowned it out completely. So, whenever
he found himself traveling in space, Obi-Wan always allowed himself a moment
to enjoy a view out a window in the hull of the ship, simply for the view’s
own sake.
This is what the Jedi Knight was doing now.
He had picked a spot on the starboard side of the ship and watched as the
distant points of light slowly drifted by from left to right. From
time to time, his gaze shifted to his reflection in the glass; it was more
perplexed and anxious looking than he had ever seen it and for some reason,
he couldn’t get that out of his mind.
“It seems our Padawans have banded together,”
Keerina’s voice came to him from the end of the corridor and Obi-Wan turned
to it. The older Knight was leaning against a wall, cloak pulled
in around her.
“Shall I sound the alarm, or do you want to?”
Obi-Wan asked her, a hint of a laugh on his voice.
Keerina responded in kind, wandering over
to join him next to the window. “They’re sending big enough waves
of mischievousness through the Force, I’m sure the Council is already alerted
to the situation.” Her tone grew much more serious. “You, however,
seem rather distraught. Might this have something to do with Anakin.”
Obi-Wan nodded and looked back out the window
again. “Master Keerina-”
“Just Keerina. We are both Knights now,
after all.”
“Give me a while on that one. But, can
I ask you something?”
“Of course.”
“You’ve had two Padawan Learners before Tila-Shen.
Is it always this hard to communicate with a student under your tutelage?”
“Ah, so you’re experiencing the age gap on
the other side, now. Does this have anything to do with the fact
that I saw Anakin and three others cleaning up something green in the gardens
last night?”
“Needless to say, I never envisioned taking
Anakin to claim a lightsaber while covered in green slime. Anakin
lacks any prior training. I’m not convinced he truly understands
what it means to be a Jedi.”
Keerina poked him in the chest. “That,
young one, is your job. The whole point of a master and student is
to teach the younger anything about being a Jedi that he or she does not
yet know or understand.”
“Yes but… how?”
She shook her head and looked back up at him.
“You keep searching for definite answers, Obi-Wan. The only definite
thing is that there are no definite answers. I sense a great deal
of strength in the Force emanating from Anakin. He has the ability
to learn. And you have the ability to teach him. But doubt
will get in the way, if you allow it to.”
Obi-Wan sighed and tucked his arms into the
sleeves of his robe in thought. “Qui-Gon would have known what to
do with the boy,” he said, half to himself and half to Keerina.
“I understand you and he disagreed about Anakin
a year ago.”
The younger Knight nodded, bowing his head
in remembrance. “Anakin is strong, but there is so much he has to
work past. Until he gets past the fear he still has, he’s dangerous.
Qui-Gon told the Council he was going to teach him, anyway, and I sided
with the Council.”
“And now that Qui-Gon has rejoined the Force,
you have taken up his cause despite your reservations. He would be
honored you thought so highly of him, you know.”
“Still, I find myself wishing…”
“…that Qui-Gon was still here.”
Once again, Tila-Shen stopped bouncing her
rubber ball and looked over at Anakin curiously. “Oh?” she asked.
“Do I sense a disturbance in the Force?”
“It’s just… well, I’m not sure Obi-Wan likes
me,” Anakin responded.
“What makes you say that?”
“He just always seems so irritated.
And I know he wasn’t happy with Qui-Gon when he first brought me along
with him from Tatooine. I heard them arguing about me, once.”
“Nah,” Tila-Shen corrected, waiving it off,
“it’s your imagination. He cares about you, I can sense it.”
“He sure doesn’t show it much.”
“I’ll let you in on a little secret, Ani.
It’s a Master’s job to…”
“… be strict, at times,” Keerina continued,
“I know you were a Padawan yourself not that long ago, but it’s time you
left that behind. You’re the Master now.”
“I understand that.”
“Up here, perhaps,” she said, tapping her
temple, “but not here.” She pointed to her chest. “Qui-Gon
taught you to be mindful of your thoughts, but I always felt his greatest
mistake was not teaching you what to do with them.”
“I know what to do about it,” Obi-Wan said,
defensively, “if I’m having a problem, I need to find a way to fix it.”
“Sometimes it is enough simply to confront
it.”
“But how can I do that until Anakin and I
form the training…”
“…bond that all the other Padawans are always
talking about? Obi-Wan and I don’t have it, yet. Or we just
don’t know how to use it.”
“No training bond yet, huh?” Tila-Shen asked.
“Ouch, that’s gotta be annoying.”
“What’s it like?”
“Well, sometimes it’s like having one big
spy looking over your shoulder and sometimes it’s like having a constant
lifeline. But the best thing about it is that you can instantly understand
each other.”
“That would sure help a lot,” Anakin stated,
“because he sure doesn’t…”
“… understand me at all.”
“Have you tried understanding him?”
“Of course I have, Keerina. But, I just
can’t seem to…”
“… get him to say anything to me about anything besides lesson stuff. He’s obsessed or something. He’s always…”
“… wanting to learn how to use the Force, how to be more powerful, how to…”
“… be calm, centered, blah blah blah. He just doesn’t…”
“He simply does not…”
“… understand me.”
“… understand me.”
Tila-Shen fingered the rubber ball in her hands
for a moment. “Force! I thought Master Keerina and I had issues.
You guys could open a side show at the Alderaan Circus!”
“That isn’t helping,” Anakin pointed out,
sourly.
“Sorry, kiddo. I just figured that the
legendary prankster, Jedi Kenobi, would still be so much a kid himself
that he would be able to understand a kid right off. Don’t worry
about it. This mission is going to be such a bore, I’m sure you guys
will have plenty of time to talk it over. In the meantime…”
she got to her feet and tossed the rubber ball to Anakin. “Looks
like you need that more than me, for now. I’m gonna go see how much
longer they’re gonna keep us sitting here in this tin can.”
The older Padawan exited the aft compartment,
leaving Anakin alone with the rubber ball. It wasn’t long before
he started throwing it against the wall, himself; bouncing it three times,
catching it, bouncing it three times, catching it.
For one of those rare times, Keerina was at
a loss. She could only conclude that Qui-Gon’s crowning achievement
had been teaching Obi-Wan how to be stubborn. “I’ve told you all
I can,” she said at length, “all I can tell you is that Qui-Gon was right;
you shouldn’t focus on your anxieties. Stop trying to do what others
do and be a teacher in your own right.”
“I appreciate your input, Master Keerina,”
Obi-Wan responded, somewhat dourly.
She put one three-fingered hand on Obi-Wan’s
shoulder as a gesture of comfort. “Perhaps this mission will do you
and Anakin some good. There is only so much that can be done in the
Temple, after all. In the meantime, I think I will go and see how
far along we are. We should be arriving at Quitzagrin in a few hours.”
As Keerina departed, Obi-Wan went back to
his gaze out the window, at the endless, uncertain sea of stars, and at
the endless, uncertain look on his face.
Keerina made it to the cockpit first and was
there, waiting for Tila-Shen to enter when the Padawan did so only a few
minutes later.
“Looks like Master Windu was right about them,
Master,” she said as she entered, paying no heed to the pilot and copilot
who she knew would be discreet, “the kid’s stubborn as a gundark.”
“As is Master Kenobi,” Keerina agreed, “Qui-Gon’s
legacy, no doubt. Tila-Shen, we will have to take on as much of the
work on Algerog as we can. Obi-Wan and Anakin must be left with nothing
to do other than to confront their problem. Are you prepared to be
alert enough to intercept tasks that would otherwise go to them?”
“Yes, Master, I am. But, maybe we should
consider putting them in an escape capsule together and leaving them in
orbit, instead.”
Keerina laughed. “You’re too extreme,
my Padawan.”
“Hey, if it works.”
The sensors of the Jedi transport ship were
blind in one respect; they failed to see the tiny, black droid that had
attached itself to the craft’s underside. It left no strange signals,
no odd side effects. Its only task was to know where it was and remain
unseen to its host vessel and it did its job with great efficiency.
Once the ship had entered orbit around the planet of Algerog, it silently
disengaged its magnetic locks and set a course for the weak signal that
was calling out to it from a particularly dark corner of the famine-ridden
world.
With no more than a vapor trail, it entered
Algerog’s atmosphere and set down in the middle of the nighttime desert
in the western hemisphere. There to collect it was a dark figure,
hooded in black, who left one long, unbroken trail in the sand as it floated
toward the droid. The figure fiddled with the droid and loaded some
information from its memory into a smaller handheld device. Reading
the data there, the figure nodded, then activated another device that was
being held in a four fingered hand. A small holo appeared, bearing
the image of another dark figure whose face was half shrouded in his own
cloak.
“Report,” the figure in the holo commanded.
“Master Sidious,” the whispered contralto
replay came from under the hood of the figure’s cloak, “they have arrived
at Algerog, just as you said.”
“Good. Keep me informed of your progress.
You know what to do. And remember, the boy is not to be harmed.”
“Yes, my Master. As you command.”
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End Part One...
Well, I hope I spelled Sidious right... somehow, it looks wrong.
Can someone tell me? Please? ^^;
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