Summary: Written for the Henneth Annún Your Favorite Poem! Challenge. After his dream about the fall of Númenor, Faramir finds solace in the words of one who saw it for himself. Based on a passage from Alfred Lord Tennyson’s Ulysses.
The archives of Minas Tirith were Faramir’s
haven. No one ever bothered him there, unless it was in regards to
his duties as a soldier of Gondor. But these days his time in Minas
Tirith was his leave and he had little to do but rest. These were
the times when he went to the archives. He went not because he wanted
to hide, but because he could.
And this time, early in the morning, he sorely
needed this solace. He had dreamed terrible dreams again and somehow
he could not help but believe it a portent of the future. He had
dreamed of a land falling under waves. Darkness had gripped its very
heart and yet it looked still to the light.
In his heart, Faramir knew that he had dreamed
of Númenor.
At first, Faramir had sought comfort in the
early morning air outside the Citadel But rather than the light of
the dawn in the east that he had hoped for, he saw only the growing darkness
of Mordor. It reached out toward him, threatening to swallow the
White City whole in its shadow and Faramir’s heart left him.
Minas Tirith, he knew, was the last great bastion of the Númenorean
people, the last piece of a splendid kingdom that had long ago faded.
Great deeds were still done and the men of Gondor were still longer lived
than most men of Middle-earth. But that was changing; with each generation
that passed, some said, the lives of the young did not seem equal to the
lives of the old.
And what others said did hold a ring of truth.
Once, Minas Tirith had been the center of a great empire that spanned the
entire southern part of Middle-earth and that conquered the seas.
They had built great monuments and had labored long to keep the darkness
at bay. Yet now, they were diminished, only barely holding back the
dark onslaught which came at them from over the Anduín. Half
of the once-great city of Osgiliath was even now in the hands of the Orkish
races, her great bridge laying in splinters at the bottom of the river.
No, Faramir had found no solace in these sights
and so he had retreated to the archives, hoping to find some shred of evidence
that spoke of Gondor’s greatness, one more time. And yet, still,
he could find no comfort in the tales of old, the ones he had read over
and over since his childhood. He took no consolation in the story
of Isildur’s desperate duel with the Enemy. He found no ease in the
tale of Míriel who at the last had been faithful to the Valar.
Not even in the story of his own ancestor, Mardil the Faithful, could succor
him in his dark mood. All these only made him recall the very sadness
he was trying to escape; that the men of this day were not the equal of
the men of the past.
His heart simply breaking all the more, Faramir
was considering abandoning his attempt to find comfort in history.
But his eyes set themselves upon a book that he had never noticed before.
It was bound in green, though its edges has been roughened with time.
Upon its cover was gilt in silver seven stars laid out as the Sickle of
the Valar in the heavens. Curiously, Faramir opened it to the first
page. He found there faded Tengwar letters in the noble tongue, written
in two different hands. The first, flowing and graceful, proclaimed
the book to be no less than that of Elendil the Tall, Lord of Andúnië.
The second, more angular hand announced that the book had passed to Isildur,
Lord of Minas Ithil.
Faramir paged through the book with caution,
careful not to damage the delicate leaves. In the words of Elendil
he discovered that the book had come from that great island kingdom that
now lay beneath the waves. In the great king’s own words was detailed
all the proclamations of Ar-Pharazôn the Golden which sundered Númenor
from the Elves and the Valar. Included, also, were various musings
on the state of the kingdom and the state of Middle-earth; poems and songs
that had never been heard by others. Finally, at the last, Elendil
told of the Ar-Pharazôn’s plan to assail Valinor itself.
And that was where the book had changed hands
for it was then Isildur’s writing that continued. The first entry
was by far the longest and it made Faramir’s heart ache to read it.
In the words of Isildur, who had with his brother founded the great lands
that Faramir now fought so to protect, was told of the sight of the sinking
Númenor. To Isildur, it had not been some distant and fading
heritage; it had been his home. Though his new home beckoned to him,
he lamented the loss of so great a land. For her, he had risked all
and yet he had failed to save her. All that was left of her, all
he had been able to save from the crashing waves, was a handful of her
people and one small, white sapling.
Somehow, though the words were sad, though
Faramir mourned right beside Isildur in reading them, he felt revived.
Here were the words of a great man who had founded a nation, but had only
done so because he had so utterly failed at other tasks. Though the
words were dark, Faramir found in them light.
And then, the next thing written in Isildur’s
hand was a very short piece of poetry. It was heartfelt and spoke
to the very fears that had led Faramir to the archives this day.
Though we
are not now
That strength
which in old days
Moved Earth
and Heaven
That which
we are
We are.
One equal
temper of heroic hearts
Made weak
by time and fate
But strong
in will.
To strive,
To seek,
To find,
And not to
yield.
Slowly, Faramir closed the book. He pondered
the words long, staring at the flame of the lamp that lit his small desk.
This was what the men of Gondor were.
Just as the Elendili had been in the last days of Númenor, Faramir
was standing on the brink of utter ruin. But just as the Elendili,
just as Isildur, he would not give in. There were things to strive
for, things to find that would only be found by seeking them. And
in them, there was bound every reason never to yield.
And then, just then and there, Faramir swore
one thing to himself, in silence; that should the white tree flower again,
he would be there to see it.
FIN
*Poem originally from “Ulysses” by Alfred Lord Tennyson.